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☼TameMySoul☼
06-03-2008, 07:53 PM
Dairy entry one
Year: 2008

No one ever wants to talk about the truth, no one really wants to know the truth... Why is that? We root for who ever we think is the good guy, we could be routing for the devil himself but not know it because people would perceive him as a saint... Why? Because we don’t care to look for the truth, we don’t want to search... we want to let the people who’s job is to do so to do it for us. But what if the ones responsible to do that isn’t trust worthy? Who’s going to check out the truth on them?

No one... or at least that we care..

Sometimes there are a few who do care, who do search and try to show everyone the truth... But they end up getting caught by those trying to hide to truth and they tell everyone that person is evil when it’s really them who are the evil ones... But we would never know because we trust the ones who are suppose to protect us.

I’m one of the people who try to expose the truth, after I found out the truth which destroyed my life... Those of who are evil tried to get me to be quiet and it worked for some time, but I escaped and now it’s been teen years of being on the road, running...

Why am I writing this? So you can know the truth...

This is my story...


The Ice Files

1980 Palmary, West Virginia

My parents in which names I can not release were both doctors, my father a Bio Technician and my mother a Medical Doctor, both of whom worked for the government with two other colleagues.

My Parents team was part of a project that would reverse the effects of illnesses... A serum that would counteract and reverse what ever attacked the human body and fight it off, making the person well. But this project had gone on long before my parents had joined the team but high hopes were still in play as they worked continuously until one day my mother figured out an missing element that should have been there all along and putting it in was great discovery, but at the same time the worst.

The serum did as they wanted, it attacked and reverse the weakness in blood but to their surprise it did much more... It actually made it even more stronger than a normal level for a human beings which caught the eye of the military front and others...

I’m not sure of everything that happen because I wasn’t there, I wasn’t even born, but with the information I have gathered a woman named Jessica who worked for my mother had already knew about this and had sold the serum to another organization and had someone come in and sabotage the project...

It was done as my mother got the cross fire of a blast that submerged her into a pool of the toxic serum as she was six months pregnant with myself and my sister of which was told she died. My mother got buried in rubble as the building caught on fire and collapsed... Surprisingly she came out alive but had to deliver my sister and I early.

The police report said that a short in the electrical system caused the safety locks on the toxins and cause them to over heat and explode... Several turned up dead and that included Jessica... but you know better.

After that the government closed the project and my parents were approached by a man known only as Black, which suits him well since that seems to be what his soul is. He offered for them to continue their work but my parents turned him down, for years he came and they’d say no.

Between that time when I was four my parents went to the place they would work at it they accepted his offer, that’s where I first meet Devon, a kind and gentle person who had this inner sadness about himself but tried to cheer up everyone... I could hardly believe even at four that he was Black’s brother.

I still remember that day, like yesterday.. Devon offered to take me to see where I’d be at while mom and dad worked, even at the age I was, I felt I could trust him. That was one of the most darkest days as someone had set up for a marksmen to take out Devon... A marksmen by the name of Matthew Yoder, but as he aimed at Devon from afar he paused as he saw me, thoughts ran through his mind of how it could effect me to have someone shot right in front of me... Putting away hit gun something happened, another shooter perhaps, I’m not sure but a fire was shot and caused the catwalk we were on to flip over, throwing us down twenty feet to the cold white floor... It happened so fast but I remember his arms going around me and the word spinning... then nothing.

I don’t remember much after that, somehow I survived... I was told he didn’t... I cried...

After that I had dreams, about what happened, and about other things... but mainly about a boy of whom I’d never seen... Of a boy with wings...


*This is all for now, it’s not safe for me to be here right now, when I am in a safe location I shall right more... but until then know the truth... know that though you go on with your lives truths are being covered up, people are being silenced all because the evil people out there want to stay in control... Don’t let them control you...

Ice Out

☼TameMySoul☼
06-13-2008, 04:22 PM
(thanks that's what I was reaching for )

Are you ready to know more? Do you think you can handle the truth? You may not be, I already know many will not accept it for that’s human nature... The Mind is one of the most important organs in your body besides the heart, with out it you can not function on your own... Your Brian is connected to every part of your body. Your body is missing a component it tells your body to try and substitute it, Missing vitamins? Your brain causes you to crave anything that may have it,... Go blind? Your brain tells the rest of your senses to heighten to substitute for your loss of sight... But what happens when there’s something your brain does not understand? Your brain can’t send any signals that it knows so it sends the only thing it knows unless you teach it other wise... Fear.

My point? Fear can control even the strongest minds, people don’t like to be afraid and human nature causes this fear to progress to anger because you don’t understand it, then hatred if not cause in time, the furthest this can go is Rage...

People fear what they don’t understand, so to keep from being afraid they block it out of the mind, pretend it’s not there, so the brain does not have to try and accept it.

But when someone finds that they don’t understand and want to, they have another thing they have to surpass... The Acceptance of Truth, something that also causes fear and panic.

Are you ready? The learn and Understand the truth? We shall see...

The Ice Files

Twelve years after I was born my parents took a job as lab techs at a local science building in which they didn’t know at the time was a set up, the government had closed down the project but Black told them they wanted to re-instate the project and wanted them on it, but with losing my sister, having me and my now 9 year old little brother they said no, fearing that it would conflict with the family after what happened last time, because now Black told them they were to be working on perfecting the formula for military use. But only days afterward when my father and brother went on the trip over seas my mother got a phone call... Their plane had lost power over the ocean and the can’t find them...

From that moment on my life changed, I began to get headaches that were very strong, I also began having pains in my bones and getting very cold for no reason at all... My mother told me it was just because of the complications I had at birth; by this time because I had absolutely not memory of anything that happened at the accident or before, not even about my unborn sister or the job my parents had in the government. All I knew was that my mother had complications at birth to where I had to be delivered months early...
As I my condition worsened mom took another job at a newly build private hospital that was located far in the mountains... She had taken Black’s offer... WE stayed in the same house so I didn’t have to move away from my close friends Tobias Landers, My next door neighbor and best friend and Oaklyn Dafter my other best friend who lived down the street...

Tobias or Toby was a senator’s son, he lived with his parents who argued all the time, he spent a lot of time at our house until his mom left his father... and him. Came to find out that she didn’t want to but his dad threatened her so she really didn’t have a choice in the matter if she wanted to keep Toby safe. Tobias changed after his mother left, He stated wearing all black all the time and began getting into anything and everything that would make his father look bad, suddenly he was telling Oak and I about his “Connections” and getting us big presents on our birthdays... Like a large computer system for Oaklyn which I can never forget the look on his face, I was sure he’d have a heart attack since computers weren't as easy to come by as they are now.

Oak.... Oaklyn was a wiz kid to put it simply, he could do just about anything with electronics, I remember when we wanted to get a walkie talkie system so we can talk to each other at night, we got it but found out it wasn’t strong enough to reach each other’s house... He took them and two days later we could go anywhere in our houses and talk to each other clearly... He was a great friend and the three of us stuck like glue.


Toby was the first to move away... His father became Governor and they had to move, then a year later Oak moved with his dad to another state... Leaving me alone.. though only for a short while as I got a new neighbor named David Clemens, and his uncle Jeremy Frank, but everyone called him Frank. I also became apart of a writing group and we hit it off, I became close to two members mainly, their names were Rachel, Josh and Jeremy...

If you haven’t guesses by now I was a Tom-boy so I made a lot of guy friends...

Rachel or Ray was a tom-boy much like me, she loved video games in which she always seemed to win, we went to the video arcade together alot growing up until we both got jobs, then we didn’t go that often... I miss those days sometimes... They were so simple.

Josh and Jeremy were brothers and you would never find one without the other, Jeremy was quiet and tall, very tall, he didn’t talk a lot to people unless he knew them, he was fun and kind, but also a worrier, which drove Josh nuts. Now Josh, he was a risk taker, he was crazy, witty and always getting in trouble... He always wanted to do something new, he picked his friends carefully though, not getting into the wrong crowds.

That was the group and...

My time is up, I need to leave this area... some one...

I’ll return when I can, I have to be careful... but I won’t let anyone keep me from revealing the truth.. no one

Ice Out